Happy Father's Day!!~

Assalamualaikum wbt & Hye!!~

Korang semua tengah buat ape tu??.. tgh celebrate father's day ke??.. hehehe.. Okay la.. Aku nak wish Happy Father's Day buat semua ayah, babah, bapa, abah, walid, daddy, papa kat dlm dunia ni..

Hurm.. nk wish kat abah sendiri, die dah tak de.. lagipun xpernah la sambut father's day dengan die.. jangankan father's day, birthday die pun aku tak pernah sambut bersama die.. huhuhu.. pic die pun aku xde.. mcm mane??.. 

tapi xpe la.. aku pun dh terbiasa hidup tanpa die kan.. walaupun baru 3 thn die passed away, tapi dari kecik lagi aku hidup tanpa die.. so, aku xde la memori yang indah bersama die.. but i'm a little bit frust because i can't even say I Love You Abah when he's still alive.. but i think he knew that I Love him so much.. ye ke Abah??.. I hope so.. 

Dear My Abah,

I Miss u so much, Mr Mustafa Bakri.. It's hard to make it through all the day.. It's been 3 years since you passed away and I thought it be easier by now but it's not.. You know that I can live without you since I was baby but since you passed away, I didn't know why I always keep thinking about you, especially when I saw my friends happy with their fathers.. Sometimes.. I just don't want to be here but I know life must go on, right?.. I'm glad because I was by your side when you go through all the pain from stroke that really horrible.. You even can't talk or move your body.. I'm so touched when saw you dropping your tears after my elder sis whispered : 'Abah, Kami 4 beradik ada kat sini' to your ear.. I know you can't talk but you can hear what did my sis says.. and that's why I can saw your tears.. I know you're really happy because four of us still visiting you... 


At first, I imagine that I'll be strong enough to see you in CCU (Critical Care Unit). But, when I saw your condition, I feel sick and can't control my emotions from crying plus I saw all my sisters and my Mama crying too.. My Mama ask me to read Surah Yaasin for you.. After that, Mama told me to kiss you.. So, I kiss you.. And that the last time we meet.. You've been gone forever.. I'll never had chance to know you better or even say I Love You Abah or had a happy moment with you.. the only thing I remembered what had you say before admit in the hospital is you want to celebrate Hari Raya 2008 with me and family but it's not happened.. NEVER HAPPENED because you've passed away two days before Hari Raya.. and did you know, only one thing I know about you.. 
you are super duper terror in cooking.. especially your Char Kuey Teow.. marvellous!!~.. 


and lastly.. I always say that I Hate You Abah for what had you done to me and my family...  but deep inside my heart says I Love You So Much.. I hope you know that and I'll always pray for you.. =)


 Buat teman-teman or blogger yang still ade ayah, sayangilah ayah anda.. Jangan la abaikan die.. Jaga la die baik-baik.. Happy Father's Day!!~


Kat sini siapa ade twitter??.. jom la follow.. will follow u back.. =)

xoxo,
:: Effa CuRio ::