Why?!

Assalamualaikum wbt & Hye!!~

Aku tak faham.. Kenapa semuanya mesti terjadi??.. Apakah salahku??.. Kenapa aku slalu kena macam ni?.. Tidak cukup baikkah aku sebagai teman dan kawan anda?.. Atau tidak layakkah aku menjadi rakan atau teman anda sekalian??.. 

Aku hampa.. Duniaku begitu gelap gelita tanpa kawan.. Aku perlukan kawan.. I need a friend.. I don't want to be lonely in my life.. it's not interesting at all.. I feel like damn idiot because i don't have a friend.. But.. Did i really need a friend who do not appreciate me??.. I don't think so.. :(

Dear my friends, I love you all.. I really need you in my life.. I can't live without a friend.. I can't happy if i don't have a friend.. But please my dear friends.. Please appreciate me.. Don't you ever judge me or talk behind me.. I hate that.. And threat me the same way i threat you.. I don't know why this thing always happen to me.. I'm so friendly and nice to people.. But they don't do the same thing.. They threat me like i don't have a feeling.. is it like that??.. Adakah aku ni nampak macam tiada perasaan langsung.. hati batu??.. 

And one more thing, I hate hypocrite.. please don't be hypocrite okay.. Dear my friends, please be punctual.. I hate waiting!!.. and if you can't make it on that day, please inform me.. don't make me angry and feel like to scream out loud!!.. If i do so, people around me will think that i'm crazy girl.. 

If you have a date with me, please don't make me waiting like idiot.. And i'm alone too.. this situation really make me sick okay.. this situation happen twice in this year.. And i don't blame that person because they're my BFFs.. But aku rasa tertipu kot.. macam-macam alasan korang ni.. Nasib baik la aku ni jenis yang sabar dan pemaaf.. senang je aku maafkan korang kan.. even korang jahat macam mana pun.. aku tetap anggap korang kawan aku sampai bila-bila.. and i'll be missing you all my dear friends!.. 

*Sekadar luahan hati dan perasaan dari emo girl*

xoxo,

:: Effa CuRio ::