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Friday, December 17, 2010


Assalamualaikum wbt...
Today, I feel so sad and hurt toO.. dis things happen again, again and again!!~... why it's always happen to me??.. it's really hurt, ok??.. for the second times, I really feel like I'm going losing my bestfriend.. yes!!..For the second times... Is it just my feeling or it's really happen in reality?.. only god knows.. and the question is what actually happen to my bff??.. I'm not sure if I've make mistake or do something that make him hurt.. as I knoe, I didn't.. but, if I did, why don't they tell me rather than do like dis to me??.. huhuhu..

If I'm not mistaken, I knoe him during part 1, diploma in tourism management, UiTM Penang.. All my coursemate said that he's weird and no ones like to be his friend because of his attitude.. especially for boys.. then, I'll try to be his friend until we become a bestfriend.. yes!!.. AS A BESTFRIEND.. Actually, I'm really glad having him as my bestfriends because he's very supportive, caring & understanding.. plus he like to give an idea, opinion and advise.. and he's a good listener too...but now, I realize dat he change a litte bit.. he become someone else...different from the first time i knoe him....but why??.. he seem like he hate me as his bff.. Is it because of time make him changed or because of he has a new gf??.. I don't think so.. Before this, he has a girlfriend but dats not be da problems... weird huh??..

and right now, he moving to shah alam.. suppose I'm happy but I'm not because he do not want to see and meet me.. but why my dear bff??.. before this, he live in Damansara.. he always wanna meet me but I'm too busy wif my study.. Now, he live in shah alam and same goes wif me and I really hope dat can meet him..  hurm.....

4 days ago, his burfday.. I wish his burfday in facebook and also sending him a msg to both of his number but no response.. it's no way dat he don't has a credit... I just wanna invite him to hang out together wif me and Nurzie to celebrate his burfday.. but.. huhuhu.. sad... ;(

he'll fly far far away soon... far from malaysia.. hurm.. at least before he fly, please meet me.. he already promise to meet me but he can't make it, I think.. Actually, maybe he doesn't want to.. huhuhuhu..I'm not a good friend for him anymore.. MAYBE.. he said he wanna go to Abu Dhabi & Dubai end of this year or next month next year for some reasons.. What's the reasons??.. can't tell in public..hehehe..It become more hurt when he said dat during his return, he'll become another person.. what's the meaning, huh??.. already ask him about that but he can't explain.. Now, aku redha je.. just hope one day u'll realize dat I'm always be ur bff.. nothing's change!!~ 

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

My bff, Mohd Asyraf Auzaie Jasman..

No Doubt - Don't Speak Lyrics

You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always

I really feel
Like I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightning

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?



Anonymous said...

so sekarang dia dekat mana?sedih la dengar...