It's my birthday!!~

Assalamualaikum wbt & hye bloggers!!~..

On 28th January 19**,  i was born in this world around 3.45 p.m at Hospital Besar Ipoh and now known as Hospital Raja Permaisuri Bainun.. hehehe!!~.. =)

so, yesterday was my birthday but i'm not celebrate it wif anyone.. pity me, huh??.. huhuhu.. but nevermind.. i'm still happy because :

1. i get a lot of wishes.. Thanks for those who wish my birthday.. really appreciate it... luv u all.. =)

2. get surprise gift from one of my bff, Nurzie Humayrah Puzi.. She gives me a box of chocolate.. Actually she sending it by pos laju.. At first, I didn't know she's the one who sending it to me because the name written there was aina from Terengganu.. I'm blur!!.. no one of my friend's name is aina from Terengganu.. So, i'm too excited to open it and SURPRISE!!~.. the chocolate really nice and it was my fav colour too.. so, i just wondering who's aina.. then, i realize dat a week before, Nurzie asking for my address and she said she has something for me.. Then.. i'm smile and quickly text her to say thanks for the gift.. =)).. So, who's Aina??.. Aina is the person who selling the chocolate.. Thanks to Aina, Pos Laju and my bff!!~.. so happy.. winkwink..

the chocolate..

=)

3. one of my friend sing a song from dakmie-Yang Terindah.. the recording was sent to my hp.. Thanks to you.. nice song.. and i'm speechless when hear dat song.. ;)

3. i'm still have a chance to eat my fav cake... marble cheese cake from secret recipe.. yummy yummy.. =)

4. get the answer for my previous entry dat i'm was wondering!!~.. Thanks ya for giving me the answer.. ahahaha!!~.. 

That's all from me!!~.. 

xoxo, 

:: Effa CuRio ::

Wondering!!~

Assalamualaikum wbt & hye bloggers!!~..

What do you think about the above picture??.. Blur??.. confused??.. Actually i'm still wondering about something!!~.. guess what??.. hehehe.. two days ago, one of my bff sending message to me... He ask me to turn on fly.fm for that time and listening to fly.fm.. so, i just turn on and listening fly.fm without asking why.. but now, i'm still wondering why he asked me listening to fly.fm.. i already asked him about it but until now, i didn't get the answer.. auuuwww!!~.. 

(mood : still wondering!!~)

xoxo,

:: Effa CuRio ::

She!!~

I have a best friend

She drives me crazy

although she's amazing

we share everything together

since we're still young

she doesn't know 

how much she means to me

but now she's gone

and life must go on!!~

Since she left these parts

but she'll always in my heart

i'm so sad she's not here

For memory of her i shed a tear

I can't take it anymore

Goodbye my friend..

Miss u so much dear!!~

xoxo,

:: Effa CuRio ::

Don't Be Sad When I Die!!~

When tomorrow starts without me

and I'm not there to comfort you

please know that I still love you

cause I know you love me too.

When tomorrow starts without me

and you feel lost and blue

I hope these words i've written

will help to see you through.

Someday your pain will ease

sadness replaced by fond memories

Come tomorrow you will hear

I love you whispered on the breeze.

When tomorrow starts without me

cause God has called me home

I turn, blowing a kiss for thee

Sad that you maybe alone.

I will miss you tomorrow

as I take one last glimpse

a tear falls from my cheek

I'll be going home.

And tomorrow will start without me...

Credit to Musical Prayers!!~

xoxo,

:: Effa CuRio ::

What type of flowers do you like most??!!~

Hye readers!!~.. What type of flowers do u like most??.. Actually, I'm not the type of girl who like flowers so much.. But to answer this question, for me, among the flowers, i like roses.. not red, pink, yellow, blue, purple or white but black roses!!~.. even black roses are seem hard to find, but i really like it because it looks so smart and gothic.. ;).. did u know about black roses??.. 

nice right??

According to Wikipedia ; black rose do not exist in nature as such but nevertheless have been created in laboratories... Botanists have manipulated roses' genes through preliminary cross breeding, creating a hybrid black rose.. They are often featured in fiction with many different meanings.. The flowers commonly called black roses are actually a very red dark in colour...

Kim Kenney, ehow Contibutor says " Black roses are traditionally given with humor for a milestone birthday or as a revenge gift after a divorce or breakup. Black roses are also popular as gifts within the Goth community and they are sometimes used in Halloween decorations.. " 

Symbolism

Black roses signify death, loss, farewell or vengeance. They can also symbolize new beginnings and the death of old habits or ideas.

Making Black Roses

To deepen the colour of a rose, place a dark red rose in a vase of water mixed with black ink...

That's it for now.. I love black roses.. ;))

did someone will give it to me on my birthday??.. 

ahahaha!!~

xoxo,

:: Effa CuRio ::

Apa Perasaan Korang??!!~

Just nak tnya la kan.. apa perasaan korang bila berada dlm situasi ini.. bengang ke, suka ke, sedih ke, ketawa ke, happy ke, nak lompat bintang ke, nak bunuh orang ke atau nak jerit ke??..

1. Dulu korang suka la kat seseorang and orang tue tau tapi die dh tolak korang dan sekarang bila korang dh xsuka die, die muncul dan bgtau die suka korang.. gila kan??

2. Korang beratur panjang kat ATM and bile time korang, machine out of service ataupun duit dh abis.. mesti tension kan..

3. Korang nak shopping kasut and suka sangat kat kasut tu tapi size korang dh abis.. huhuhu

4. Bile jumpa keje yang rasa sesuai dengan korang tapi ade diskriminasi pulak.. nak yang bertudung la, chinese only la.. hurm!!~

5. Kawan baik korang tipu korang dan rahsiakan sesuatu tapi rahsia tue korang dpt tau dari kwn yang lain but die still xnk jujur and tell the truth??

6. bila korang teringin nk mkn sesuatu but kat kedai mkn tu xde pulak menu yang korang nak??.. i mean menu yang korang mintak tue dh abis gara-gara xcukup bahan.. mesti korang dh xde selera nak mkn dh kan??

7. orang yang xdikenali tetiba cakap korang sombong??.. ish.. yang nie aku rasa nk lempang je org tu..

8. terserempak dengan kawan lama kat mall but die buat-buat xnampak and xnk tegur korang??.. mcm la die bgs sangat kan??

9. naik komuter dengan member tapi ade pakcik xsedar diri nie duk bebel and cakap kuat-kuat  but ape yang die ckp tue sebenarnya pasal korang.. panas je telinga nie kan..

10. korang dah plan baik punya tapi terpaksa membatalkan planning tu atas sebab-sebab tertentu.. ;)

xoxo,

:: Effa CuRio ::

Gone!!~

Day by day I think of you

How can all of this be true?

I can't believe you're really gone,

I still can't accept it

Even after so long...

Just the thought of you makes me cry,

I never even got the chance to say goodbye.

Every picture, every letter,

I don't know if it will ever get better.

I always smell your familiar scent,

It takes me think of all of the times we've spent.

I know we didn't always get along,

And every time we talked, it would always go wrong.

So many things I never got to say,

I never imagined you'd ever be so far away.

You were my father,

And I loved you like no other.

In my heart you'll always be,

You'll be my guide and help me see.

I'll never forget your soothing voice,

I would take your place if I had a choice,

so that no more stress..

But now I have to let you rest,

Although without you my world's a mess.

I miss you with all of my heart,

I wish we never had to part, 

And try to be a good friends.

I know you're always by my side,

So now I guess this is my goodbye..

Credit to Christina A. Covarrubia for this poem.. She miss her brother.. 

But I really miss my father.. Hope he'll be fine in other world.. InsyaAllah.. Even we never have chance to share all the sadness and happiness about my life since i was baby!!~ =(

So, to people out there and the readers, please take care of your parents when they're still alive.. 

xoxo,

:: Effa CuRio ::

Survey!!~.. =)

real name : Effa
nickname :  Effa CuRio, Effa, Fa, Fafa
zodiac sign : aquarius.. =)
male or female : of course female.. ;)
elementary school : TCS
tall or short : petite.. ;)
sweat or jeans : jeans!!~
phone or camera : camera.. ;D
health freak : hurm.. xde..
orange or apple : apple.. sedap sikit.. :)
do you have a crush on someone : maybe..
eat or drink : both.. ;)
piercings : yes..
pepsi or coke : coke..


have you ever.
been in an aeroplane : yes.. dlm mimpi!!~.. ngee..
been in relationship : erk??.. definitely yes.. ;) but now still single meyh..
been in car accident : yup tapi xla teruk pun..
been in first fight : ade tapi xingat.. hihihi!


first && last.
first household chores : malas la jawab.. HEHE !!~
first best friend : Wan Nursyahidah.. but she let me go.. uwwaaa!!~
first award : masa tadika la.. hihi..
first crush : next question please.. Haha!!~
first word : mama.. ye ke??..
first section : section 32.. ahahaha.. section for??
last person you talked to in person : my sis!!~
last person you texted : Lynda.. my bestie.. =)
last person you watched movie with : my sis.. Gulliver's Travels..
last food you ate : chocolate.. nyum nyum nyum..
last movie you watched : Gulliver's Travels
last song you listen to : Airplane - Haylie (Paramore)
last thing you bought : Big Apple.. ;)
last person you hugged : my niece and nephew.. hugs!!~


favourite.
food : McD and ayam.. ;)
drink : sky juice, coke, soya !!~
bottoms : seluar jeans, skirt!!~
flower : black roses!!.. ade ke??.. ;)
animal : lion !!~
colour : purple, black, red, white .. 
movie : Seram!!.. 
subject : art!!~

( put an ✖ in the braceket if yes )
( ) had falling love with someone
( ) celebrate halloween
(✖ ) had your heart broken

( ) went over the minutes / text on your cellphone

( ) had someone question about my sexual orientation

( ) got pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ✖ ) did something I regret
( ) broke promise
( ✖ ) hide a secret
( ✖ ) pretend to be happy
( ✖ ) meet someone who changed your life
( ) pretend to be sick
( ) left the country
( ✖ ) try something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
( ✖ ) cry over the silliest thing

( ✖ ) ran a mile
( ✖ ) when to the beach with your friend
( ✖ ) got into an argument with your friend
( ✖ ) hated someone
( ✖ ) stay single for a whole year




currently.
eating : nothing
drinking :xminum
listening to : surah yaasin
sitting or laying : sitting
plan for today : mkn wif family
waiting : my first bestfriend tell me the truth




your future.
want kids ? : nak la.. tapi sorang je cukup.. ngee!!~
want to get married : nak nak nak.. tapi xde calon!!~
career : xkisah la but kalo boleh nk dlm event company..




which one is more attractive ( choose one ) .
lips or eyes : eyes.. ;)
shorter or taller : erk.. mane-mane je la.. HiHi
romantic or spontaneous : spontaneous
hook up or relationship : relationship .
looks or personality : personality




have you ever.
lost glasses / contacts : nope..
snuck out of a house : yes.. once!!~.. hahaha
held a gun / knife for self defense : nope.. 
killed somebody : belum lagi tapi rasa mcm nak bunuh seseorang.. HaHa
broken somebody heart : no way.. i'm the heart broken.. huhu
been in love : yes but now single..
cried when someone died : of course.. when my father passed away.. :(



do you believe in.
yourself : yes .
miracles : yes..
love at first sight : yup.. hehe
heaven : definitely yes!!
santa claus : No..
superstition : Believe it or not??.. kuikuikui
kiss on the first date : No.. ;p




truthfully.
is there one person you want to be with right now : hurm.. my father??.. boleh x??
do you know who your real friends are ? : of course i knoe..
do you believe in god : mesti la.. Allah SWT
post as 100 truths : yup.. hehehe !!
the lucky 25 - 5 peoples : Sape ye??.. sape-sape je la.. winkwink.. ;)

xoxo

:: Effa CuRio ::